Divinely Designed
Being changed into the image of Jesus
Chapter 3
Remove All The Bad Roots
It Is Possible
(taken from the book "I Will Give You Rest" by Edward Kurath)
Here I want to show you that judging yourself plants a root of
bitterness somewhere inside you, and what that root of bitterness
produces.
A subtle but profound misunderstanding of what we are like inside has
made it difficult for many Christians to see how there can be sin inside
us. There is a prevalent view that implies that inside we are like a jar, a
container with a single compartment. Therefore, when we give our life
to Jesus, He forgives our sins and the jar is now clean. Now that we
are pure on the inside, we should be able to act pure on the outside.
This Is Not The Way We Are Inside
The reason this view is erroneous is that, unfortunately, this is never
the way it works. I know of no one, including myself, for whom life has
been this way. And it was not that way for Paul when he wrote the
book of Romans (specifically Chapter 7) for us.
The Way It Is
The truth is that inside we are more like a honeycomb than a honey
jar. We have many compartments inside, not just one. Some of the
compartments contain Jesus, and those are like the "good roots"
referred to in Scripture, and which I referred to in the prior chapter.
These good roots produce good fruit.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering,
kindness, goodness (Galatians 5:22-23).
"Even so, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears
bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree
bear good fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad
tree bear good fruit. . . Therefore by their fruits you will know
them." Matthew 7:17-18, 20.
Presence Of Bad Roots
However, some of the compartments still contain bad roots. These
bad roots produce bad fruit, as I have previously mentioned, and they
are still present and continue to produce bad fruit even after we
become a Christian. These bad roots are shown as dark spots in the
following honeycomb diagram.
Honeycomb Honey Jar
We have a sensing system inside that tells us when
we have a splinter in our body, or a broken leg. We
then feel physical pain. We also have a sensing
system inside that tells us when we have a bitter
root planted inside. We feel emotional pain. When
we have judged ourselves, we have planted a bitter
root inside, and the pain we feel is "guilt" or
"shame."
Cleaning The "Honeycomb"
We need to bring Jesus into each compartment of the "Honeycomb"
that has darkness in it. This transformation is a process, not a one-
time event.
This is the sanctification process which is addressed in so many
places in the Bible. Bringing Jesus into each compartment is the
process of being changed into His image.
Once Jesus has taken up residence in that particular place in our
"Honeycomb," He produces the good fruit automatically, because
Jesus can do nothing but produce good fruit. It is His nature. As He
takes over that part of our heart, His nature actually becomes
ours in that area. This good root that now resides in that part of our
"Honeycomb" then produces good fruit.
Since the bitter root is now gone, we no longer feel
the emotional pain. For example, we no longer feel
"guilt" or "shame."
For instance, if we have struggled with lying, we have found that trying
hard not to lie hasn't worked (trying implies use of our willpower). We
find ourselves still lying. We need to find the bad root. Perhaps we
realize that our father lied to us, and we judged him for it (we sinned by
judging him). This bad root is causing the bad fruit. When we deal
with the bad root and replace it with the life of Jesus, we find we just
don’t lie anymore. There is now good fruit, which is evidence of Jesus
in that place in us. It is now so natural not to lie that we may not even
be aware that we are different, because it is a new “us."
This Profound Change Is Possible
Does this sound too good to be true? Believe me, it is true. Better yet,
believe Jesus when He said,
"Therefore you shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is
perfect" (Matthew 5:48, I added the red).
This Change Is A Process
When Jesus cleanses one compartment of the Honeycomb, it does not
mean that all the compartments are clean. Other bad roots will
undoubtedly remain, and they will be causing other bad fruit. We need
to continue being transformed as God shows us areas in our heart that
need healing. This is what Paul meant when he said,
work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God
who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure
(Philippians 2:12-13).
We will look more fully at the necessity to keep working on this
process in Chapter 17, “It Is A Journey."
Ripeness
All of us want to be completely healed and set free right now. Once
you discover that healing and relief from your pain and bad fruit is
possible, you don’t want to wait. You may wonder why this process
has to take the rest of your life. Doesn’t God want you healed?
You need to be patient. Jesus is directing your sanctification process
(see Chapter 6), and He is proceeding as fast as possible. You are not
behind schedule.
There Are Reasons Why It Takes
Time
There are many possible reasons for any delay. If He is going slowly,
you can be assured He is acting slowly for a good reason. For
instance, if the bad root relates to a very traumatic event, the memory
of the event may be deeply buried. Your defenses buried it specifically
so you wouldn't have to relive it. To see it again before you are
prepared might cause you to be re-traumatized. Because God loves
you, He wants you healed, not wounded further. Before revealing
such a root to you, He spends time preparing you. He will not let you
see it until you will be able to see it without again being wounded.
God's process will have made you ripe to deal with this root.
His Timing Is The Best For You
"Ripeness" is like picking apples. If you try to pick an apple before it is
ripe, it is difficult to pull off the tree, and you are likely to damage the
branch. However, ripe apples fall off easily in your hand. So the Lord
ripens you so that when you pray (when you apply the blood of
Jesus), it is easy. Then the process brings
healing. But you can't rush your healing any more than you can speed
the ripening of the apples on a tree.
We Can't Make It happen!
"If you love Me, keep My commandments" (John 14:15).
When we read a scripture like this, we tend to strive to keep His
commandments, because we want to please God. We want Him to
know that we love Him, and it seems as though this scripture is telling
us that the way we can prove our love for him is to keep His
commandments. How can one reconcile this with what we have been
discovering about our inability to keep His commandments in our own
strength (that is, with our willpower)?
Fortunately, Jesus clearly explains what He meant in the context
surrounding the above scripture. The explanation is in John 15:5,
which is sandwiched between two scriptures that talk about keeping
His commandments.
"He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who
loves Me. And he who loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I
will love him and manifest Myself to him" ( John 14:21).
" I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I
in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing"
(John 15:5, I added the bold).
"If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as
I have kept My Father's commandments and abide in His love"
(John 15:10).
What could be clearer than "without Me you can do nothing?"
Inside-Out!
Keeping this in mind, then John 15:10 is saying something like, "If you
keep My commandments this is evidence that you have been changed
into My image, because on your own you could not do it. When you
have My nature, you love the Father in exactly the same way that I do."
Jesus loves the Father because that is His nature.
Behavior Is The Evidence, Not The
Goal
The reason that we can be thrown into striving to keep God's
commandments is that we are confused about how we go about
pleasing God. We focus on our behavior (keeping the
commandments) rather than the cause of the behavior (our heart
condition). We try to keep the commandments in order to prove that
we love God.
That is backwards.
We can only please God by first being changed into the image of
Jesus, and then we will keep the commandments because that is now
our new nature. The heart has to change first, and then the behavior
will change.
Changing our behavior does not change our heart. 1 John 4:19 says,
We love him because He first loved us.
Changed From The Inside Out
This is the direction of the flow, from God to us, not the other way
around. If you are not clear on this, you can misread many scriptures.
I would suggest that you read John 14:15 through 15:17 in your Bible
to get the full flow of what Jesus is saying.
Let me illustrate this with a parallel. Imagine that I break my leg. It
hurts, so I take a painkiller, and it hurts less (I manipulate the
symptom). But the leg is still broken (the cause). If I neglect the
painkiller, it hurts a lot. If the doctor said that a healthy leg shouldn't
hurt, I would agree. If mine weren't broken, it wouldn't hurt. But
saying my broken leg shouldn't hurt doesn't keep it from hurting. The
only way for my leg pain to go away (the symptom, or bad fruit) is for
my broken leg (the cause, or bad root) to heal (be changed to a good
root).
Similarly, when I sin, there is a wound in my heart. It causes emotional
pain and I have bad fruit, so I try to act differently (I manipulate the
symptom). But it doesn't work very well, because there is a bad root
inside me (the cause). When Jesus says that I should keep His
commandments, I would agree. If I didn't have the bad root in my
heart, the bad things wouldn't happen. But saying I should keep His
commandments does not make it possible as long as Jesus isn’t
abiding in that particular area of my heart (my heart is wounded). The
only way I can keep the commandments (the symptom) is for my
wounded heart (the cause, or bad root) to be healed and for Jesus to
take up residence there (the bad root to be changed to a good root).
The symptom is not the cause. We have had it backwards, and have
focused on the symptom (the fruit outside) and not the cause (the root
inside).
Keeping God's Commandments
When Jesus says that we should keep His commandments He is
simply saying that is how we can tell whether there is a bad
root inside us. Be careful not to be confused about this. The
emphasis is never on the fruit, but is always upon the root. Focusing
on the bad fruit can set us to striving to keep the commandments with
our willpower - and thus doom us to failure. It is a subtle but deadly
trap, and we so easily stumble on this stumbling stone.
As you may have noticed, I have made the point that your
emotions are the signal system that tell you when you have
a bitter root inside. This may be different that you have
previously thought or believed, so you should find it
interesting to read Chapter 11 of "I Will Give You Rest" which
provides a discussion of what your emotions are. You will
need to know that if you are going to be successful in being
changed into the image of Jesus.
This has been a somewhat shortened version of Chapter 3 of
"I Will Give You Rest." To read the whole chapter, click on
"Chapter 3" on the left of this page.
If what you have been reading makes sense to you, then to
actually take this journey out of guilt and into peace, you
need the whole story.
My book, "I Will Give You Rest" gives you the whole story,
including the scriptures revealing how Jesus and you can do
this.
He came to give us life here and now, not just in the life to
come.
Click here to see how to buy the book.
Copyright 2003 Edward Kurath.


